A New Chapter

   So much has changed in my life since I last posted. I guess I will start where I left off. On our 11th Anniversary not one person, not one, sent us an anniversary card. Not one friend or family member even acknowledged it. I was very hurt by this. Especially since I mail everyone a card year after year. Well after this year I am going to stop that too.
   Then at the end of June Jeremy and I finally met Nicole and her husband Alex. Nicole had been living with Cheri and Billy for a couple months. I honestly didn't want to meet her though because I heard how much she "liked" Cheri and Blair, and didn't want to get involved in that. I figured if she got along with them then her and I would have nothing in common. Nevertheless, we all had dinner together when Alex came into town and they got married. The four of us had such a wonderful time that it surprised us all. We have a lot in common and the chemistry flows well. We had such a great time that night that we all became instant friends. Nicole and I would talk on the phone all the time. Well Alex had to go to Cali and and get them set up over there before Nicole and Gabe moved. So those 2 were stuck with Bill and Cheri for about a month after we became friends and it quickly went downhill from there. Bill and Cheri started treating Nicole differently because she liked Jeremy and I more than Blair and Mike (#2 from here on out). Nicole started telling me some stuff that Cheri and Billy had told her about me, JW's and some other stuff.
   I have had my own issues with my family for a few years now. I try and overlook a lot of crap they do and it all builds up and I blow up and stop talking to them and then cave in a few weeks later. Well the more stuff Nicole told me, and how much hate and anger that they harbor towards ME, finally made me realize that there really is no point in being involved with them. Blood or no blood.
   Anyways, Nicole was waiting for Alex to come back from Cali and move her and Gabe, and I just told her that her and Gabe could stay with us for a week and we would move them to Cali so they could start their lives. So the day before Nicole moved out of their house, Cheri called me and was just saying so much hypocritical crap that I snapped. I called her out on everything I had been feeling and everything that Nicole had told me and she just denied everything. I just lost it! I was screaming and crying and hysterical. I kept asking why I was treated so differently my entire life and she couldn't answer me. She then tried to turn EVERYTHING around and make it my fault. After that I hung up didn't talk to her for a month.
    To be continued....