September 30, 2009

It has been almost two months since my last blog post. So much has been going on. Home schooling is going great. We have good days and bad days. Dan is home from Iraq now. I have talked to him once over the Internet, and I think he was still in Kuwait at that time. He hasn't tried to call and talk to me, but I know he has spoken with everyone else. It hurts, but I am trying to not let it bother me.I haven't really spoken to Kristan either. I don't blame her, I know she can feel the difference in my attitude. Same ole crap going on that is always going on. Cheri thinks I am over everything, but I'm not. I just don't have the energy to fight her anymore. I just keep my mouth shut for the most part, locked away in my room as much as possible. I am depressed, stressed and starting to feel edgy. I want to move back out east, but I don't think that is going to happen. Not this year at least. I pray I can hold myself together.