Sebastian died today

Sebastian died today. I think he had cancer. I knew yesterday that he was going to die today. I was with him at the end. With his last bit of energy he reached out and grabbed my hand. I held hi head in my hand and his hand with mine as he took his last breath. I feel broken inside. It is horrible knowing that he is gone. My best friend, my constant companion. He was always there with me, if I was sick, or depressed he was there to make me feel better. I cannot express enough the pain and loss I feel.