Monday- May 11, 2009

So today is Monday, and another week of the same ole thing. Jeremy is home today which is always great. Anna got home from school and complains because she hates this school so much. Georgia is starting to use the potty. Yeah, really happy about that. It is gonna be so hot this year, already it is in the 100's. At least this year we have a pool to keep cool in. Some things that suck though....Blair, my sister. We have never gotten along, she is 4 years younger than me. We have completely different lives, morals, personalities. My Mother expects us to get along just because we are related. You have no idea how many times I hear,"she's your sister", and that's when in my head I say "I didn't choose her to be." I have done the sisterly thing and stuck up for her when we were younger and I was there when she had her first child, and she was my maid of honor at my wedding. So I always tried to have a relationship with her, but I was making all of the effort. When she got married the first time, she called me on a Friday, and said she was getting married the next day at the beach. She didn't exactly invite me just sort of told me when it was. I couldn't go though because I was working. It really hurt my feelings, considering I changed my wedding around completely to accommodate her while she was pregnant. After a while of her oblivion, of my feelings I simply gave up trying anymore. She is the baby of the family so of course I was always the bad guy. My Mom would say "why don't you call your sister?", and I said "why doesn't she call me?". So needless to say we don't get along, we don't fight but we don't talk either. I only bring this up because, my Mom is talking to her in the other room and it just aggravates me. When my Mom is done talking to her she is going to come in here and give me a blow by blow of their entire conversation, and then say "why don't you call your sister?" UGH