Friday-May 29, 2009

 I have been so frustrated as of late that I was unable to even calm down enough to type. Cheri said something the other day, to the affect of Blair's kids are better than mine. If you knew my sister, and her kids you would understand why I am upset. The kids aren't "bad", just have very few manners, are hyperactive and they don't listen very well. I am not saying my kids are perfect. I am upset because Cheri is constantly comparing the kids and for some reason my kids are treated like crap. Blair and her whole deal is a whole other long story that I don't want to get into right now. So anyways, Cheri said something to piss me off, and instead of getting into a fight with her, I just wrote a line on my Facebook page. Well needless to say, Cheri saw it and went nuts. That ticked me off even more. She needs to just leave me alone sometimes. I don't jump all over her for the many senseless and hurtful things she says. The other day though did upset me and I just wanted to express my feelings, without yelling or talking I guess. I didn't even put her name on my post or any reference to who I was upset with. Well she called me and tried to chew me out and that ticked me off even more. She immediately jumped down my throat. It wasn't even what I said, it was the fact that it embarrassed her, and she didn't want people to think badly of her. She works real hard to come off as the nice, caring, equal Nana that she isn't. I really regret moving in with them almost everyday. I won't ever make the mistake again.