I just sent a letter or I should say a note to Dan. Just saying I hope he has a safe and easy tour in Afghanistan. He is leaving in a few days and I am scared to death that I will never see him again. I love him, and miss him, and am still so angry at him. The rage just boils up in me. It fills my heart with seething rage, that he can be friends with EVERYONE else, except me and Jeremy. With the rage though is this unending sadness. I miss him, I regret that I can't be there and talk to him about his first child. I can't experience that with him. The joy of knowing him and Kristan created a child. My heart is broken and enraged. Is that possible?
I finally decided to try and lose serious weight. I am sick of feeling like crap and being treated like crap because of my weight. I want to be able to live and see my grandchildren (if I have any). I want to have fun and enjoy my children NOW. Most important I don't want to pass on my unhealthy eating habits to my children.
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
No comments:
Post a Comment